Have you ever been pushed to the limits of your abilities? Tested beyond your reserves? That’s what happened to Jesus in the desert!
The readings on that First Sunday of Lent are always on the temptation of Jesus. In the desert, Jesus confronts Satan after 40 days of fasting. He’s weak, he’s at his limit and he’s tested.
Why do we read this every year before Lent? What’s the Church trying to teach us?
What’s up with the desert?
In the Bible, the desert is a place of testing. Moses and the Israelites were tested there for 40 years. There were pushed to their limits–taken to the edge.
Survival was hard. There was no food or water except what God gave them.
They learned about themselves in the desert–what they were made of. How strong they were. How weak they were…mostly weak!
God needed them to have this knowledge of themselves. They were haughty and self-sufficient. They needed to learn to rely on him. That was the only way they could physically survive in the desert and spiritually survive in life.
St. Anthony and the demons
In the year 385, St. Anthony went into the desert and did battle with demons. The painting above shows him being tormented and beaten by them.
No doubt some of these demons were real. But some were internal.
In the desert, Anthony confronted himself. The demons that tormented him were his own weaknesses and temptations to turn from God. How devoted, how loving, how disciplined, how strong was he at his weakest, when he was pushed to the limits?
The testing God gives in the desert is not for himself. He knows what you’re made of. It’s for you! You need to know about yourself.
My Desert Experience
I had my own desert experience in the Navy. In the high desert of California, I went through SERE. That stands for Search Evasion Rescue and Escape. Military pilots and aircrew go through this training. It teaches how to avoid capture after being shot down and how to survive being a prisoner of war.
For days I was in a survival situation with no food or shelter, evading capture. Eventually I was put in the prison camp. This was a total immersion experience. Everything was very real and there was no joking around.
Cold, tired, hungry, mistreated and stuffed in a tiny cell, I was taken to the edge. That’s where you really come to know and understand yourself–at the edge.
I learned learned exactly what I was made of–how brave I was, how well I could handle interrogation, how much I was willing to risk mistreatment to stand up for what was right. Sometimes I did well. Other times, not so well.
Most importantly, I became aware of my strengths and my weaknesses, and with that knowledge, I was much better prepared if the real thing came along.
What the Church teaches us during Lent
During Lent, you enter into the desert with Jesus to be tested. In denying yourself with a Lenten penance, you’re taken a little closer to the edge. You learn about yourself there–what you’re made of.
How strong or weak is your devotion? Are you able to carry out your penance or do you cut corners? Do you avoid temptation or easily give and rationalize your decisions.
Most importantly, what do you learn about yourself?
Catechetical Takeaway
Lent is like the entire Christian life in miniature. To live as a Christian, you’ll have to deny yourself some things. You will be tempted. You will confront your weaknesses. How will you handle them?
During Lent, we take up small sacrifices and deny ourselves in little ways so we can be prepared when the big things come.
To grow in the interior life, you have to be aware of what’s going on inside. You have to learn about and understand yourself. In learning we’re able to grow. You can’t fix what you don’t know is broken.
Don’t think badly about yourself if you fail. You’re human! You’re going to fail! What counts is that you fix it and move on, knowing you’re prepared for bigger trails down the road.
- Have you ever been taken to the edge?
- What did you learn about yourself?
- What have you learned about yourself in the past by doing penance?
What have you learned about yourself in the past by doing penance?
That what may seem indispensable is really unimportant.
At first this didn’t make sense to me. Now I think it’s quite profound. I will ponder that one. There are so many times in the past that stuff seemed so indispensable and later I realized I could do without it. I wonder how much else in my life is like that.
Thanks for the thoughts.
i am in the desert; this year with three do not’s and three do’s.
2 of 3 do not’s are still sound.
3 of 3 do’s are still alive.
i am being beaten on other fronts and learning of my weakness. and i don’t like what i’m experiencing at all. i feel as if i am worst off for my efforts.
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I know what you mean. Very often the journey is the toughest. God bless you! I pray that you’ll come out better on the other side.
This was posted on Facebook by a woman named Lyn Caballero. Thought it might help you.
“God allows us to experience the low points of life in order to teach us lessons we could not learn in any other way. The way we learn those lessons is not to deny the feelings but to find the meanings underlying them.”
Thanks Steffi! I really enjoyed your post too. I have a hard time with chocolate as well! 😉
Thanks for this post. I will have to ponder on this more. I have been in the spiritual “desert” pretty much since right before Ash Wednesday… I was hoping that Easter would bring me all the way out but I still have a foot stuck there.
St. Ignatius says the dry spells come and go, and we have to expect the ups and downs. It’s just a part of the spiritual life. But in the meantime, you should pray and reflect on what might be causing you to be in the desert. Often there’s something that is the root of it and you need to change that in your life. That’s the aspect of learning about yourself. God intends to teach us some type of lesson through our experience of the desert.
Also, he says you must always look forward with hope to the time when the consolation returns because it will always return.
Thanks for the comment.
Thanks for this post. I will have to ponder on this more. I have been in the spiritual “desert” pretty much since right before Ash Wednesday… I was hoping that Easter would bring me all the way out but I still have a foot stuck there.
Stupid American! (In a fake Russian accent) 🙂
Those words are psychologically “SERE’d” into my head forever. I almost had them reccessed until I read this.
I also learned that it REALLY does get hot enough to fry an egg on the flight deck.
Oh yeah, that’s another thing you learn in the desert huh? I forgot about that one.